Got news that my grandpa's (my mum's dad) awake in hospital and was really glad...I should be visiting him anytime soon...he's really suffering from old age now and I just wished he will suffer less pain. To be frank, I am not close to him and I haven't seen him for such a long long time...I guess this makes me a bad person :(
Times like this made me feel really disturbed and reminds me of my late grandpa (my dad's dad) who loves me so so much. In fact, most of the time, I missed him deeply...whenever I passed by Muzium Negara (a place where we share many memories when I was little), whenever I saw other old folks walking out on the streets and particularly when I watched the movie "Great Day"...my heart just swell up and I know I haven't done much for him.
I secretly wept everytime I think of him and I wished I can turn back time...if there's one thing I regret in my life, it's that I did not care for my grandpa as much and I didn't show him how much I felt for him and I know I'm gonna live with this disgusted feeling of myself in my entire life.
Which is why I have changed much and I try to be nice to all people around me..."Cherish" is a word long forgotten and I hope people will start to realise this before it's too late.
It's not easy for me to say it, so here... "I Love You, Grandpa"...wherever you are and may I be your Grandpa the next life to repay your love!
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